Bloggy starts again~

Dear all friends,

I have decided again to blog.. on my free time @ work or throwing all my silly thought again~
recently frequent mit up with my ah siao group.
had a very great time with them
things getting better in my life BUT suddenly things won't always go my way smoothly
when my friends side its ok, there goes my family matter again
very tired and sick each time when he call me.
for money and says how pity and miserable he is...
AND i will soft-hearted and give in again
i was wondering wad my brain made of...
wanted to be hard and no feeling with him yet each time he make used of the soft hearted side to get the things he want...
when can he think of his future?
when can he grow up and be a man.
when?
i really failed to be a sister, a elder sister to guide him.
to provide him correct information in life
stop giving him $$ whenever he needs?
Thanks for my dearly friends to cheer me up.
thanks for the night yesterday~
though i cried, this proved that im weak again
when can all this stop?

really need some1 to really understand my feeling
really neeed some1 to listen to all my sorrow
i really dun like the feeling of being alone.

Michelle girl if u can see this post... i tried to called both china and SG number.
but both not available.
what has happened
please get back to me kk (:

Sun-tanning session and fly kite seesion coming soon~
happy~
jiayou LXY i know you can make it de!! ^^